A Stoic Reflection

It's amazing how things speed so fast you don't even know what you have done until the dust has settled.
In the same way how Tim O Brien never noticed his friends hummed 'lemon tree' from clearing Curt Lemon's fragmented corpse from a tree until 10 years later, there are many things we see in greater detail only after they have become memories.
These past few months has been, weirdly intense. I'm still not entirely sure of what really happened. The moods swings of anticipation, happiness, accomplishment, emptiness, confusion, anger, resignation has been more than enough for me to handle.
I never intended for anything to be messed up this way and the dust has yet to settle. But I am glad that at least I have finally found some form of conclusion to this torturous maelstorm.
I only realised this tonight during my quiet time. The bench in which we sat on, used to be my favourite study spot for Biology and geogragphy when I was still in Secondary.
Maybe when all this have faded into my memories, I will finally understand the way you felt.

We are One tonight

-switchfoot.

Back

Now we know that its not the wet uniforms that's stinking up Azrin's office.

Impervious

It rained again yesterday. It has become a norm recently for the sky to rain, to pour, to soak and wash the Earth.
We were running when it happened. The dark clouds were looming like the low tides on the beach. Being the Safety IC, I sat aside can watched the pattern of the sky twist and twirl.
Below this sea of black stood the greyness of the Tekong Parade square. The whistle is blown and the crowds begin to move in synchrony. They seemed almost mechanical and the hands of an analogy watch in an awkward rusty motion. Siting back, I then noticed random dark spots splattering across the conrete terrain.
A little at first, the more... and more. Within seconds, i could see these droplets of rain transform into a massive moving sea of waves like a film over the square. I could feel their struggling attempts to exit via the drains but their size was too overwhelming.
Impervious. This struck me. In Geography, impervious refers to the quality of a rock strata that inhibits the further gravitational flow of water downwards. Natural impervious layers could be found in depths of the Earth. They hold water and form the water table that supports springs and wells.
Geography is the study of humans too. Concrete forms an impervious layer too, however, unlike wells and springs... they are found on the surface instead. As such, when the sky rains and cleanses, nothing is absorbed by the Earth below. Everything is brushed away, wasted, flushed away as the soil cracks below. Impervious

The Last name and an empty cinema

Spent my off today from confinement to watch deathnote with debbeh! Its about damn time anyways I finally watched the movie.
Confusing, its definitely quite confusing for a movie. At least the producers did the right choice by splitting it up. It is certainly not as provocative as the manga or the the anime but its really not bad for a movie. It is nice~~
And it was nice catching up with debbie too. I'm very much glad that I still have at least some female friends that know how to have fun. heh heh. Nice time out sushi buddy! :)
Bumped into limmy too after she went to see some pacus in sentosa. Singlehood rocks Limmy, really it does girl (:
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Now its back to camp, but before I go let me say:
Misa-misa certifies bimbos as hot.

GTA

I give you a post that would make even YongXi say "WTF"

Time to Time

Time has no conclusion
it will never terminate
Time waits for nobody
seems we are always late

In our dimension
of eternity
Time is our future
and its Infinity

back to present day
the hours transcend
the seconds hop by
Time is our friend

So as time ticks by
and the young become
Old, pull up your sock's
And wind your clock's

-David Darbyshire

This Cornerstone, this Solid Ground

No power of Hell, No scheme of Man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand,
Until He returns or calls me home,

A Change: Crystal Clear

I finally know what am I lacking in my life.
I am not lacking anything on earth but in spirit.
I must race to fill up this void in me.
This is one navigation I cannot afford to holland_again.

Random thought

stuck in my head:: a Chemistry joke


Nitrogen and Helium were in a bar when they saw Gold enter.
Nitrogen turned around and said:
"Eh You!!--- Get outta here"

One Year

It has been officially once year since I entered the service. At least I can be proud of what I have done so far.

Sesame Street

Titanic

A late Christma'Z'

This is a bit late, but Robot Chicken never ceases to cheer me up. I am such a geek.