A Few Final words on Blogger

Alright, before I move over to wordpress, I'll need to make a few important administrative announcements:

1. For my friends who have been worried about my emotional messed up state (aka Oochi Hiroyuki), it was all just a smokescreen for professional reasons. I have been single all the while, and very happy so.

2. Using my birthday and the affirmation of my faith as a convenient excuse, I am moving over to wordpress : www.godzillapresseson.wordpress.com

3. To those who have already heard. Yes it is true. I have decided to re-run for CI club next year for the post of Vice-President and with Lizzy as President. We are not alone. Zed and Terence will be running with us too, as publication secretary and honourary general secretary respectively. =)

Goodbye Blogger.

We have had a lovely relationship for the past few years,
but its time to move on. ciao.

someone once asked me, when would I know that I should move on?

when the wind blows, I replied.

The Winds of change are the rustlings among the grass,
Its time to start running.

is it only me or is blogger now forcing me to blog in html quotes?
it seems that I am unable to upload anymore photos as well.

No time for emoness

I interupt my melanchonly to say something important.

Bro, we have been through so much shit. One year plus of blood, sweat, shit and tears. Through every adversity, my respect for you grew amd grew.

Change is coming to our school. Now, more than ever, I need you WITH me. In you Wee trust.

Mello, not in anger or in spite

One of the 'rules' of fine Japanese dining is the strict heirachy and order in which the food is consumed. For example, fresh sushi, nigiri and sashimi is always served first before the cooked food is presented.

Among the fresh seafood platter, sea urchin (uni) is always always served as the finale fresh dish. This is because of its overwhelming taste that will make all other sashimi feel bland.theydon'tknowhowlongittakeswaitingforalovelikethiseverytimewesaygoodbyeiwishwe
hadonemorekissIllwaitforyouipromiseyou
The problem comes when the chef of life passes you the uni first. The banquet is still here, but everything becomes tasteless.

Insanity at 2am

The Best Birthday present any man could ask for on his 22nd Birthday is Faith and Friendship.

I've run out of excuses not to live my life correctly. But the greatest part is that I know that I am not running this race alone.

You give and take away

2 of my colleagues passed away one this morning in a motorcycle accident to work, the other yesterday with a heart attack.

Although I am not that close to them, I am still a bit shaken.
Life is fragile. I need to stop living like I am going to be alive tmr.

Wee Believe

(The morning Sentosa Sky @ Seniors' Camp as the seniors were preparing to try out the beach games)

It is over.
I struggled to find the words to describe the emotions that is overwhelming us right now.
I guess the standard blog post would be one which states how much I Love my OG Bocelli and how they rocked everyone's socks.... This would be a safe bet.

Bocelli. You guys are beyond words. Bocelli Awesome! In my many years of holding school/ army/ zoo camps. I have never met a batch so amazing that I am so dumbfounded. Just to let you know, most of the OGLs have actually approached me to tell me how much they respect you guys. Bocelli= awesome.

But now, I am writing to all freshies. Not just my beloved Bocelli;
Freshies, you have done something that has never been achieved in our school history. You have played 5 full days of FOC in the name of frienship, sportmanship and fun. In previous batches, there were so much rivalry and competition between various OGs.

When the top OG scored, there would be jeers. Rough and foul play would not be unusual. But Freshies, you have proved history wrong. Never in my life have your seniors seen such FANTASTIC sportmanship between OGs. When one rival OG member fell over, the other OG would pick them up. When one OG won, the other would cheer along.

Do you guys have any idea how hard was it NOT to smile and keep up my frown when I saw how awesome everyone was??! Something is stirring. Something big is coming up in Wee Kim Wee.

To Freni: The lifeblood of the most powerful OG continues through your veins. Preserve it well younglings for the real challenge of school life will test your bonds for friendship. Although you were the killer OG in our batch, you did the pwning with so much grace and respect.

To Scotto: You were indeed the Darkhorse of this FOC. Silently watching at first but growing steadily in power and friendship. It was fun 'messing' with your OG but at the end of the day, i like your retardedness as much as I like your dearest Caleb's laughing disorder (which is alot).

To Pavar: Oh, the 'brother' OG of Celli. I must admit that when we first began, I felt extremely irritated by you. Especially by Osman and Ahmad. But very soon, your warmth and kokness got thru to me. Our celli-pavar talk kok sessions has been most enjoyable :):)

To Fellow OGLs: We did it. We achieved what we aimed to do. Lide, Tze, Caleb, Xinyi, Faggy Zhiyuan, Aini... and KAI. I am so proud to have comrades like you.

To Celli AGLS/ Seniors:
To Sufi: You rock. To my Linguine and CI bro, I owe you another one. Without you, Bocelli would be super uptight and nervous. I am glad that you have passed on the art of chillax and score to the new generation. May they use it well in their studies. but bro, I love you man.
To Grace: Miso Pretty of Bocelli. Thanks for picking up so many loose ends when Kai and I were too busy. I really don't know how to thank you. Maybe I'll buy more redbull when exam comes again?

To Chark-lene, the love of my life... You are so cool. Thanks for taking charge and helping Kai bond our OG together. I owe you so much. If you need help in 206, just call my name, I'll be there.
To TTP... to all the times you told me tt I am not high enough. Thanks Boss. I hate PDA but you are really an amazing boss to me and to whole of CS. I really hope your successor can fill up the big shoes you are leaving behind.
To Marcus: You are 1337 super senior. FOC wouldnt be foc without you. Behind your cute bubbly face, you have endless years of wisdom to bestow upon us. It is an honour to have you in my OG for 2 years in a row.
To Xiong Ge: Xiong Ge. You have no idea how inspiring you are. Many of the EBM-ers in our batch are awed by your spirit. Your guidance over ASFV and FOC is really moving and we really hope to grow up into a senior like you.
To Zak: =D Shi-Xiong's 'other half'. Your camera, smile and jokes really added a new dimension to Bocelli. I was really impressed by your touch rugby coaching and I am still being impressed by the way you live. Both SX and you will forever be remembered as the coolest seniors in WKW.
To Eunice: Thanks for lugging that heavy natgeog camera bag around 24/7 and capturing all our most treasured moments. :) You really are part of Bocelli too!
To Audrey: You nuah shit! hahahah Thanks so much for going past your nuabarrier to help out in everything!! I guess I'll disturb you as neighbour for another year, so theres no need to thank you here

To ASFV production team: Wei Liang, Lide, Lizzy, through working with you, my faith in the Lord has grown so much stronger. I learnt what it means to survive on faith and friendship. All 3 of you have really earned my utmost respect. I am eternally grateful to the Lord that he has given me brothers and sisters like you. It is such a pity that it took me almost a year to cherish you.
To the rest of the cast and crew; Evadne, Jeslynn, Hendric, Ash, Jeremy, Kaijie, Junqi, anyone else. thank you so much. I've really gotten to know everyone so much better over this period of time.

To Hungry Cat Rescue Team: wow. we did it. Everyone ... you were awesome.

To Capybara: I highly doubt you are reading this. But if you are... its been almost a year now since we parted ways. but thank you for you support nonetheless. :)

To Lizzy: *sniff sniff* Its been a wonderful 3 weeks... but I guess we just weren't meant to be =D JASON!! if you are reading this... you are an extremely lucky guy!! Hold on to Lizzy and never let go. Not all of us can be lucky twice.

To Kai: Kai... I don't know where to begin. Thanks for being there in my troubled times, thanks for being there when I couldn't be there. Thanks for being the most caring, dedicated and beautiful OGL partner anyone could ask for. Thank you Kai for everything!!! Bocelli wouldnt have been possible without you and I will be forever thankful that I worked with someone like you.
FOC is over and I already miss you. Pls come back soon from China. *hugs*

To all Freshies:
The torch has been passed. Your seniors are done with FOC and now it is up to YOU to make an FOC more mindblowing than the one you had.
Something is different about you guys. In you, we see hope in our school.
Hope that WKWSCI can reach new heights. Hope that WKWSCI will resound within Singapore as the most united and awe-inspiring faculty. Hope that you will love one another and bring about the full potential of CS.
Very soon, the academic year will be starting. Your ogls/agls/sa/programmers/ will be taking a step back and clearing the leadership positions. This empty seat is meant for YOU. Your turn to lead the school is coming very soon. Change is coming to our school. HOPE is coming.


Freshies. In Trust we Hope. In You we Trust.



Who are Who are Who are We?
We are, We are Wee Kim Wee.

Boston

Field In Boston copyrightreservedpat&pedro2005

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.

Chillz

Bocelli Bojelly Brocolli Bocelli!

Well... Orientation is here. FOC is finally going to begin and this is it!
It has been a very very very long 9 months. 9 months of sweat, pain and tears but the time of delivery is finally here. Let's wish this big baby one smooth delivery.

Wow... I am getting butterflies in my stomach just thinking about my OG...
I do hope that they are high cos we are going to kick some serious anteriors and butts. Mwahahah


on a random note;
If I were a Homonuclus, I think I would be Envy.

Audrey told me to chill during lunch today. Come to think of it, I've been a bit over the top recently... I guess in the same way how I'm pissed with her, she could be pissed with me too.

I made a bet with Audrey that she'll be late tomorrow for camp. haha, seriously, i practically won the bet already. Sometimes, I must really thank God for a gay-buddy like Audrey =) she really smacks reality back into my skull.

haha, I'll be seeing the girl in a few hours... :) I'm sorry again. I've brought Horton to appease the angry spirit of Lizzy. hahaha... :)

For One Chance

Freshmen Orientation Camp.
wow. Within 36 hours, I will officially lose my title as a freshmen.
I will no longer be able to hide under the shadows of inexperience.
I will no longer be the 'youngest' ones around.

It was great being a freshmen. I enjoyed every one bit of it.
Getting lost without being embarassed, crashing the wrong lectures, having my sleeping videos uploaded on the net, making horrendous academic mistakes.
Within 36 hours, I would have spend one official year in university.

It was a fun year in school. I highly doubt any of my juniors would be reading this, but if they were, I would really want them to know that FOC is really the first step into this unique varsity life.
Unlike many other faculties, the students of this school is very tightly knitted. As communication is indeed the lifeblood of the school, people here are definitely alot more sociable than most others.
Without FOC, I would not have had no much ease knowing the numerous cliques, groups and colours personalities around me. Personally, I am a drifter who is very happy floating alone around by myself, but FOC made me appreciate the wide array of course mates I have.

In retrospect, this course is the most fun time in my academic life so far. Perhaps it is because the line between fun and work is not only blurred, but literally removed (well not always.. but mostly).
for my soon-to-be juniors, I have always lived by a quote that guaranteed (to me) happiness in my past year;

" Happiness is eternal, GPA is temporal"

No, this doesn't mean that you don't need to study instead, just remember why you are studying what you are studying. Communications is a hands-on profession. You either write well or get rejected by the editor. You either film well or go broke. You either speak well or fumble around humiliated.
GPA is a guage of how well you are able to read into your lecturers' expectations but it is by far not a guage of your future success. Happiness of success is often derived from the progressive realisation of your life's purpose.
What a pity it would be if you scored First Class Honours (you probably won't) just to realise that this paper is all that you have?

I've never studied beyond what is relevant or fun to me and I've never beat myself up over bad grades. Life is so much more than numbers and papers.

Why am I awake? Hdn

pftt. its finally done. or is it? heck... I need to focus on my OG now.


So you weren't that alone afterall. Look, I don't mind you not being here with me. I don't. I don't mind you not spending every single day every single hour every single minute with me. But really, can't you at least TRY to allocate time out?
it took me one year to get over my previous heart break and my commitment issues and but I find it unacceptable that you are the one pulling a smokescreen. seriously.
is it too much? if you can call him, is saying a simple hello to me not enough? pftfft. I bet you didnt expect me to be in the editing lab with him right?
I'm not doubting you or anything but seriously, what the hell. you call him first? I mean yeah... we're buddies and he's your OGL, but aren't I your bf? I thought you would at least give me a ring after that... but here I am, 6 bloody hours later and you have yet to call.
You keep nudging me to pop the question and now you 'pop goes the weasel'?
Look dear... I'm not pissed. You know how I am a bit uncomfortable taking the lead at times... . I just wished that we communicate more.

Time to sleep

Enough is enough

I was on the bus today when I saw Entertainment Live speculating on Jackson's passing.
I grew up with Jacko. I listened to his music throughout Primary school and definitely prefered Michael to Michael Learns to Rock.
Perhaps he was a little odd, socially awkward and unusal. But now that he is dead, why can't you just leave him alone?

I mean, seriously. I don't understand all those idolators. What's the big deal? He's a man, just like all of us. He made great music. Now he's passed on. What's the damn big deal. Thousands die of heart attack every single day, why must there be a conspiracy theory?

I think that humans in general like trivial stuff because they are able to gossip over it. Simple things like stars, idols, scandals and BGRs. These things may be totally impersonal and yet they can be easilly understood.

Calm down... this is lame. I feel that a stereotypical label is being pasted on my back without my consent. pftt. But seriously, I got to focus, the big show is coming in just a few more days. I can't let these distractions bother me. But really, there really is no goddamn need to announce to whole world about affairs that doesn't bother you.



"Reputation is an idle and most false imposition; oft got without merit and lost without deserving"
-William Shakespeare

Meh

I'm not annoyed. I'm just really really tired.

There is only 5 days left to the big show and things are really snapping together.

Things would really be a lot easier if you didn't look so scary all the time. Just Kidding.

See you at the lab later =)