Why am I awake? Hdn

pftt. its finally done. or is it? heck... I need to focus on my OG now.


So you weren't that alone afterall. Look, I don't mind you not being here with me. I don't. I don't mind you not spending every single day every single hour every single minute with me. But really, can't you at least TRY to allocate time out?
it took me one year to get over my previous heart break and my commitment issues and but I find it unacceptable that you are the one pulling a smokescreen. seriously.
is it too much? if you can call him, is saying a simple hello to me not enough? pftfft. I bet you didnt expect me to be in the editing lab with him right?
I'm not doubting you or anything but seriously, what the hell. you call him first? I mean yeah... we're buddies and he's your OGL, but aren't I your bf? I thought you would at least give me a ring after that... but here I am, 6 bloody hours later and you have yet to call.
You keep nudging me to pop the question and now you 'pop goes the weasel'?
Look dear... I'm not pissed. You know how I am a bit uncomfortable taking the lead at times... . I just wished that we communicate more.

Time to sleep