The whole Island is watching.

Managing expectations.
Nothing I was expecting happened ever since I commissioned other than being dumped in Tekong.
I thought I would be posted back to Ninja, I ended up in Viper. I thought I would go roving and attached to Guards but I would permanently stuck in Tekong.
I thought I would be a normal PC and enjoy life and now I'm 2IC.
I thought I would be busy raising future commanders (officers and sergeants) but now.... I'm stuck with PesC9 (uber medically unfit) recruits till Kingdom come.
I would never experience the joy of leading a fighting platoon again. Before I knew it, my experimental first batch will become my only batch. 01/07... I miss you guys!! sigh.
Sometimes I want to ask God why he places me in so much circumstances. MY company is now going through its trail of circumstances... and the whole island is watching. Any wrong move and everything that has been built up before will crumble down . God, I'm intimidated. I dont really need factual advice, I just want solid faith and assurance.
I dont want this to screw up.
I will be confined again. back in around a month?