3/05/2005

Post-production Blues

Arts Night Was GRAET! Can't believe I didnt screw up bhangra all that much. (not all that much) And not only Bhangra, everything else, the dance, the emmceeing, the overall flow of things. Truly, Arts night 2005 surpassed 2004! (just wished that I did not leave my camera in my bag, I can be so brainless at times)
Now, my back hurts from spinning Laura and Audrey.... which shouldnt have happened if I wasn't so rushed in everything. Like all my deary friends said: I was too nervous. And of course ThhannNNk Yoouu to all my lovely friends and all who came down :-) . I was so famished after the show that I ate sooo much at swensens lates... bleh. We also got back our chinese results (Which I got an impossible C5) Praise the Lord, even my chinese tutor thought I was bulling her.

But not all was 'butter-and-cream'y yesterday. . A dear friend of mine had a really bad day and I felt so helpless in counselling him. All I could do is hold his hands and watch in plain futility. I could do nothing, or maybe I chose not to do anything. as of this moment, I could really not tell...
Hey buddy, I am never good with public signs of affection, but be strong. I have yet to go through a trial of life like yours and hence I cannot give fake words of experience. All I can do for now, is to ask you to remain as strong as you always have been and to remind you that your friends are around you whenever you need help.