8/15/2005

How?

How do you score in an exam? --- I do not know.
How do you fulfil your parents' expectations? --- I do not know.
How do you please the girl of your dreams? --- I do not know.
How do you choose between what is nice and what is right? --- I do not know.
How do you control fate and grab your own life? --- I do not know.
How do you feed fishes? --- that I know.



Prelims just started for me. A revelation just started for me. I realised how small I really am to myself. There are so many things that I wish to know and yet I don't. How I long for the carefree J1 days that are long gone. How foolish I was not to appreciate you. I'm sorry dear, give me just one more chance. I promise with all my heart I will love, and cherish you. I promise I would embrace you with all my strength, never to let you slip into the sunset. I'm sorry Time. (got-cha there. hur hur)

ps: I am starting on an experimental film project journal. Don't click here. but there.