Crap

this is another post I removed out of sheer disgust.
My posts completely disgust me. The phrasing, the look, the presentation, the smell, the feel. All and every aspect of my blogs churn my organs in mix.
I cannot stand myself and my being. Its weird, that this thought is not angst but in pure soberness. I reflect to find myself nothing but an empty composition from everything to form nothing.
Sheer disgust.

Carpe Diem. Seize the day, lose everything else.